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[14 Jun 2009|01:34pm] |
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Apparently,since I got a boyfriend I quit drinking.
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[14 May 2009|11:51am] |
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Fighting all the time sucks. It is never my fault either, not that I am saying I am holy. I am just saying I feel that he needs to take a step back and think before he speaks. Looking for a job in my town, my town only. IDK if I am going to stay at delta,if I don't I am NOT moving to Grand Rapids. I don't like that town,in Michigan I only like one area of the state. Down to Detroit. I have to re-think everything. Just in case this does not work out. Okay I am done. PS. Don't get me wrong,I love him. I still want to marry him. We just need to take a step back and let this thing ride before I step out of line.
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| Understand. |
[27 Apr 2009|07:05pm] |
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I finally understand that sleeping next to someone every day is the most amazing thing. Also sleeping alone really does suck, I never understood how crappy that is. I did it for so long I got used to it.
Now we are talking about moving to Grand Rapids. I am changing my school idea, for us,for me. It will be easier to get a job doing make up and hair than working with dead bodies. So good thing I didn't rack up a huge debt with Delta.
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| I am crazy. |
[16 Apr 2009|10:39am] |
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Everything is going by so fast, I met this man on his birthday and it has been the best since then. He is everything I want and need in my life right now. The most amazing thing is he feels the same about me. I have been skipping school a lot since I met him. Staying in the Flint area I never want to leave his apartment. Today or tomorrow I am going to look for a job around here so we can be together more. The crazy thing is,besides I am already madly crazy in love with him in these short weeks,is the talk of marriage. I know it is crazy to go and get married this fast but I know he is the one. The one I want to spend the rest of my life with. I don't even believe in marriage,that was until I met him. Weird thing is,his feelings on marriage is the same as mine and he wants to go and get married just as badly as I do.
There is one bad thing, my past. He is slowly finding out about my past and it bothers the fuck out of him. I can not help it that I was a stupid 20 something. Was? still am in my 20's. His past doesn't bother me, of course he will have a past he is 34 for fuck sake. But my past bugs him,I just hope he can accept the fact I wasn't perfect and made a lot of mistakes. Now all I want is him. Only him.
I use livejournal to express what is building up cause I can not find a pen and paper so I am sorry if I bother the fuck out of you with this boring love entry.
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| Rainbows fucking unicorns. |
[30 Mar 2009|01:54am] |
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*Met this pretty awesome MAN. yes man,not boy.
*Going to Flint to visit him Tuesday night. Yes. Excited.
*Best lazy Sunday. Ever.
*It is cute he is scared of the word"Twittering"
*He is cute and old and tall and perfect(minus the girls who he ignores and give me dirty looks)
*Enjoys me.
*PS- my vag loves your yogurt.
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[26 Feb 2009|08:00pm] |
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Went to the doctor. broke it off with josh. it is a good week. however i have been having mental break downs because of this abscess tooth. I guess my friends don't watch medical shows as religious as I do. You can die from an abscess. I wish I lived in a high tax country like Canada so I have free health insurance. I dropped 2 classes because I physically can not do them. well mainly one. Swim class. I am mentally not there for English. this is my update in my life. I miss happy josh. not distant josh. Also I want andy to be my new BFF.
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[06 Feb 2009|04:04pm] |
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being nice and caring does not work on him. ignoring and being a bitch does. now I know how to act on valentines. here comes the bitch. the other night I had my phone off. in 20 mins he called. txt. and left me a myspace message. this is how I know ignoring him works. am i with a 21 y/o or the 28 y/o I signed for? hm. I need to drop his ass.
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[02 Feb 2009|01:14am] |
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he acts different in different area codes. 248. fine. 989. distant. fuck.
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[23 Jan 2009|07:05pm] |
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I never been proud to be an american, but for some reason, minus how shitty this country is I have a bit proud this week. wow. I am sorta gay to say that.
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[21 Jan 2009|12:08am] |
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wanted: something new to add spice to this life of mine.
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[02 Jan 2009|03:16am] |
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A real update: I am in school. I don't hang out as I once did. Vacation is another word for "being drunk all the time". I am a hot mess with the opposite of sex. I am still in Michigan. I have a new out look on life.
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[08 Dec 2008|08:16pm] |
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All I know is that you're so nice
You're the nicest thing I've seen
I wish that we could give it a go
See if we could be something
I wish I was your favourite girl
I wish you thought I was the reason you are in the world
I wish my smile was your favourite kind of smile
I wish the way that I dressed was your favourite kind of style
I wish you couldn't figure me out
But you always wanna know what I was about
I wish you'd hold my hand
When I was upset
I wish you'd never forget
The look on my face when we first met
I wish you had a favourite beauty spot
That you loved secretly
'Cause it was on a hidden bit
That nobody else could see
Basically, I wish that you loved me
I wish that you needed me
I wish that you knew when I said two sugars,
Actually I meant three
I wish that without me your heart would break
I wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake
I wish that without me you couldn't eat
I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep
Look, all I know is that you're the nicest thing I've ever seen
And I wish that we could see if we could be something
Yeah I wish that we could see if we could be something
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[15 Nov 2008|12:46pm] |
12.27.08 I am going to go to Flint for that show. I am excited. I will be bored. I am bored w/o school. I have a month off. ugg.I am counting the days till :
1. Getting my tattoo finished.
2. Thanksgiving with my dad.
3. Semester over.
4. Shaun coming home.
5. New semester starting.
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| OBAMA! |
[05 Nov 2008|01:37am] |
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OBAMA! OBAMA! all i need to speak is OBAMA! OBAMA! OBAMA!
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[04 Nov 2008|03:03pm] |
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I don't want a bf,but in November. I think because I was conceived in November.
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[19 Sep 2008|02:48pm] |
Today I woke up and started to watch the news when they said the best words I have heard in a long time. "Detroit has a new Mayor" !!! yay!!! also Kwame is going to jail! best day ever.
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[08 Sep 2008|07:16pm] |
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8 am classes? what was i thinking?
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| A Detroit thang |
[29 Aug 2008|07:12am] |
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It seems to me that Detroit is the only place that when you pass away your friends and family get a pin to remember you by. I hope when I pass I get the biggest pin of all.
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[19 Aug 2008|01:29am] |
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Ok. Remember that guy who did his own root canal by using rocks from his driveway? I am this close of doing the same if I had tools. My tooth is killing me. I keep popping advil in my mouth. The pain is still there.Another thing that is new someone from my past found me off of myspace. Fucking evil thing it is. It helps the people I left behind find me but not the people I wish would find me. I left them behind for a reason. Anyways crazy saying he is helping to kill the 'evil towel heads' and that I should thank him for helping me sleep better cause he is over there doing my country some good. I could careless. I have bigger fish to fry. I am getting my school shit together,watching the Tigers lose cause they no longer have Pudge,looking for income in this shithole town. I don't care he is over in the middle east being a fucking racist. The end
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[17 Aug 2008|02:01am] |
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I am pissed off I fucked up the school schedule. I kinda deleted the english class and there isn't another one opened for fall. sweet.
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